Anonymous asked: Its goin to all work out witj her. Dont ask me when or how but it will! I have a feeling :-)
Well I’m not sure how either but I hope so lol. I’m not sure if she’ll ever accept me for who I am though.
Anonymous asked: Do you have a "type"? (Hair, eyes, body, etc.)
Well let me start by saying I don’t know if I have a strict type because my track record is all over the place lol But I tend to like tall girls with long dark hair. Athletic curvy bodies with a little bit of a tan. And green eyes are my favorite. However like I said I’m all over the place with girls I’ve liked.
Anonymous asked: What qualities did she have to win ur heart? What happened to her? Is she still... around? I'm nosey :-)
I cant put it all into words but definitely her honestly, self confidence, caring personality. She’s just such a strong person I always feel more complete myself when I’m around her. She has all the right maternal qualities you’d want in the mother of your children. She’s very conservative but I can tell she definitely has a wild/fun/slightly bad side that she tries to repress and I like that lol And then there’s just that X factor I can’t explain that she has. I’ve never had to question how I feel about her. But long story short she moved, fell in love with someone else and that’s it. Knowing that she found someone else she loves more than me actually helps me accept the fact that she’s gone though. Because you can’t be someone’s second choice, it just doesn’t work. As much as I love her I’d never want to be her second choice because someday she would probably grow to resent me. And I’d never want that.
Anonymous asked: You sound so calm about not having her anymore... How do u do it?
Well I have my good days and my bad days like everyone else but, I’ve been without her for a while now really so you just learn to cope. Being angry and upset all the time won’t change anything. There’s a lot more to life than just finding someone to love you. I have a responsibility (and so does everyone) to my family and friends and the world as a whole to contribute the best of what I have to offer. So even if I never find someone else that I love on that same level at least I can find peace in what I accomplish. Love is a great teacher and I have been fortunate enough to experience and learn from it.
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Remembering You
I loved you from the moment I saw you until the last I saw you, and then I kept loving you. I’ll never regret those years that seem to have passed by in a breath. Leaving me with memories that feel like a warm summer night when I can’t help but smile. I only regret not telling you everyday how much I love you, not taking every opportunity to hold you in my arms, not stealing every kiss you had to give. Because there can never be enough of you until I can have you forever.
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I’m looking for something real. Something to strive for and to give my all to. But the right thing hasn’t touched my heart yet. And I wonder when it will. Each day I’m more discontent than the last.
At least I know who I love
Anonymous asked: If you love her, what are you waiting for? Tell her and then GO GET HER! :)
I know this going to sound cliché but… its not that simple lol. We live very different lives. And although I don’t think anyone will love her more than me, I think there’s others who could better provide the lifestyle she wants.
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Laying awake distraught and confused. I’m supposed to be past this, I let go of these feelings and thoughts. I walked away from everything that reminded me and started to build a new life. And then she ruins everything… How do I live without her?
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