Lebanese/Black, 26, travel, cars, adventure, instagram @TripleFat

17th October 2014

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I really want to Love this one. I like when she puts her head against my chest and hugs me tight. The way she’s always excited to see me. There’s something about her smile and the way she looks at me almost longingly. I dread looking back though, I know the look in her eyes. Love is hard to hide, the eyes always give it away. And as amazing as it feels to have someone look at you like that, it feels equally as heart wrenching not to be able to reciprocate. And so I look back hollow eyed and she can tell, I know that look too. I’ve seen it too many times and I want it to stop but… I can’t remember how to love.

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5th October 2014

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Out at the fall nationals supporting my boys.

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3rd October 2014

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Religion is a terrible thing. It gets between our hugs.

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3rd October 2014

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When I go to bed I don’t think about anyone. I don’t wonder if their thinking about me. I don’t care… It’s just easier like that.

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1st October 2014

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You can’t give up. You might be battered, you might be broken, you might be so exhausted that you just start to cry… Keep going. What more can be done to hurt you? Are you not suffering in anguish already? So fight and claim your reward. By any means necessary succeed.

And when you do I promise it will heal your wounds.

— Abaddon

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19th September 2014

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Anonymous said: regret is not necessary when you still have time to turn things around. she would have to be dumb not to be with you. you obviously love her alot. thats more than most people ever have.

Well thank you for the compliment lol. But not all my writing is about one girl. When I write I use a collection of emotions and experiences I’ve gone through. So in a way I’m just writing to a made up/dream girl if you will. To be fair I do draw inspiration from one particular girl more than others but, she’s happily married and that’s a beautiful thing. And although my writing sounds sad I’m happy with my life overall. Life doesn’t always give you what you want, just what you need.

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19th September 2014

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X Factor

When I saw you I could tell you were special. That missing connection I felt with other people was suddenly present with you. I couldn’t help but smile every time you looked at me. The way you spoke with a cool air of confidence mixed with arrogance was abrasive at first yet somehow appealing. As I listened though I watched your eyes. Shy careful eyes that didn’t match the cold demeanor you were making an effort to display. Eyes full of warmth yet uncertain, perhaps of me or maybe of themselves. In that moment I knew I wanted to kiss you like I’ve never wanted to kiss anyone before. A kiss to remove doubt, a kiss to heal old wounds, a kiss to let you into my soul so you could see that I’ll never love anyone as much as you… But I withheld and the moment slipped away. I will forever regret that.

~Abaddon

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18th September 2014

Question

Anonymous said: do you have a gf?

No just writing from memory.

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8th September 2014

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A cautious person has time but never truly lives because life is to death as dark is to light. And only when the two are side by side can you fully know what it means to be alive.

~Abaddon

A cautious person has time but never truly lives because life is to death as dark is to light. And only when the two are side by side can you fully know what it means to be alive.

~Abaddon

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29th August 2014

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Got to start them young!

Got to start them young!

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