I wonder if she sees the same sky I see. Lost in the same star I see.
Dreaming of the place I see.
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Still hanging around 190lbs+- Going to try harder to keep my Macros up between 3200-4000 a day so I can hit the 200lbs mark.
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Seeing my little brother was definitely the highlight of my day. He’s always so happy to see me and he gives the best hugs. In fact I think he’s the only person I really hug anymore. I can’t wait until he can talk because I can tell he has so much he wants to say. For now he is a good listener though. As I try to explain to him my various mistakes and life lessons.
Anonymous asked: is anyone ever worth the risk? theres always soo much to lose.
I used to think so but maybe your right.
I was just told I’m “emotionally unavailable”… To which I said you have to be worth the risk… Now my face hurts. So much for honesty being the best policy haha.
Well it’s winter so that means bulking season for me. Probably one of my favorite times of the year because it means back to the gym and eat whatever and however much I want! My goal is to reach 205lbs from my starting weight of 180lbs. Currently 5 weeks in and weigh 192lbs so I should hit my goal sometime next month. Then I’ll work the weight back off so I’m a nice LEAN and ATHLETIC 185-190lbs. I’ll update my progress as things progress
Sometimes when I Imagine her I can smell the ocean. She’s always laying in the sand staring out into the water. My hand resting on her waste and the other tangled in her hair but, she doesn’t seem to mind. Every breath building in rhythm with the tide as I watch the fading sun in her eyes. Never blinking, never wavering, never seeing me, just gazing into the ocean and the unseen beyond. Even in these dreams, these perfect moments, she finds a way not to be with me. I can feel her searching for something I’ll never understand.
Another year goes bye and I’m still without you. In fact I’ve never been farther from you. Oh to the things that could have been, that should have been. If only I had known the time left was so short.
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